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[08 Dec 2008|03:46pm] |
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how do i dissect my life?
by years?
events and places,
poems and people
i have loved?
have i loved?
"i don't feel 20", she says on her birthday
we were dizzy on the thruway eating gas station food
spoke semi-philosophically but mostly about sex
hysterical
prompted thoughts of how
i would cut up my life,
divide it into lines
or perhaps eliot's coffee spoons.
you were older then,
and cold.
i hovered on a hammock on a hot summer day
your voice in my head, but a stranger's face
and
for the first time i felt that you were someone else.
i hid my childish guilt in my hands,
between my knees,
swinging in silence and laughing at dogs.
i keep replaying the instance of you on the floor
looking up at me
reading old words, four centuries old.
i wonder
how they're still valid
and align them with you.
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[15 Oct 2008|08:29pm] |
BEST SONG EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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